truth is,

when im down and sad, i just want to go shopping. spend spend spend money that i do not have :( what a horrible quality!

took a walk down memory lane,,

time passes by so quickly. change happens all around us everyday, whether we like it or not. enjoy the moment while you can. cause one day it will just be another memory.

i miss when we were happy and in love. :[ but things change for the best. 

"people change so you can learn to let go. things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they are right. you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall into place"

its crazy how much changes in

1 year,

people you love change,

you change,

good things fall apart

better things fall into place.

<3

im a happy single mother today and i never thought that possible a year ago.

sometimes i thank god for unanswered prayers!

"just cause the man upstairs doesn't answer doesn't mean he doesn't care.

cause some of gods greatest gifts are unanswered prayers"

mommys little princess!

happy birthday to grandpa bryan, 6/20

and to great grandma sherry! <3 6/18

trying to stand up.

playing with her jungle animals

brushing her...gums :]

sittin in the sink with her toys.

 she found a tooth brush,,

and is practicing for when she doesn have teeth :]

CALI IS OFFICIALLY MOBILE! :))
she is all over the place now. its so fun!! i love her and we have so much fun. she is such a smilie, happy little baby. she laughs all the time and talks. she is now 8 months! can you believe it? i feel like it was just yesterday she was in my belly. i love you cal bug!! <3

excited for tomorrow. dallas's graduation/birthday party. can't wait to show off my baby girl!

09JUNE12

gettin ready to go swimming :] yay

 belly in her princess floaty!

and to end our day...

she thinks mommy is so funny <3 i love her!



my baby girl is thee cutest!!

i love you! i do, i do, i do!

oooo girl! mmm mmm! this is my man right hurr!

beautiful with light hair, beautiful with dark!

my husband looks just like this :] hhaha

i just haven't met him yet.

im a fan of the scruff, and long hair the most. i want a guy just like him! he is so perfect!! <3

6'4'', beautiful blue eyes! he is exactly what i want.

<3

yummy yummy yum! delicioso.

he looks so sexy with the scruff on his face.

with his hair either dark or blond. short or long.

he is so beautiful adn everything i want!!!

i know i will find this man.

(not this exact one but you know;) 

to be in your childrens memories tomorrow, you have to be in their lives today

 

i love you girls. you both mean everything to me!

we miss you shailee

 

i love this little princess more than anything in this whole wide world,,

she is the light in my life.

she means everything to me. and i love her so much!

yeah yeah! crazy huh? haha she tries to crawl on her feet instead of her knees.

 she is so precious when she sleeps.

waving hi! :] awe,, she is just getting so big!

unco reesy

being a cowboy with his tuff face :]

 

one day they'll be the bestest of friends! <3

playin with his "billy" (cali)

bestdaysofmylife

its been so long since Ive gotten on here!

i love that. it means I've been really busy.

i don't even know where to start? cali is like days away from crawling. she can get up on her knees but she doesn't know how to move them quite yet. ill put her in her crib to play. and she immediately goes for the rail. she grabs it and pulls herself up! I'm like whhaat no way! shes getting so big.

shailee has been over lots. we have so much fun. she talks so much and is so cute. i cant believe how big she is getting. it will be fun when cali gets that big :) 

yesterday was crazy insane. so shai came over early in the morning, we got ready, played for awhile watched a movie and then brooke haynes came and picked us up. we went to wingers for lunch (highly not recommended) :p and hung out got caught up, it was fun.

Brooke has a baby with Caleb (Calvin's cousin) named bentley. and he is as much of a peice of shit as Calvin haha. so we had all  3 girls  which was crazy but  fun! after lunch we went to costco to look at there baby clothes, they had thee cutest jammies so we bought the girls matching ones. 

we went to the mall to do those picture strips with the girls. but on our way there, all the girls fell asleep.

haha we are so mean and woke them up because we drove all the way to the mall to do pictures.but they loved it. and were happy. it was so much fun. shailee loved it and thought it was the coolest thing ever!

 (here is just one of them. haha...not the best one but still cute and so fun!)

and then we went home, took pictures of the girls in their new jammies together.

then shailee had a gymnastic recital. but we had so much fun.

i have like a million pictures from today but i will only be sharing a couple.

i love having the girls! and i feel like shailee is my baby. i love her like she is one of my own. and even though i don't have her all the time like i do cali i still love her and would do anything for her! me and cali have fun with her when she is over! i got thee cutest pictures of them together!



who got a car!?!? i got a car :} yeah yeah!!

forgot to tell that! i got one like a week ago. so happy! thanks to my awesome daddy who is the best dad ever! i love you daddy!

2k12,,

<3

lazy days, beautiful nights,

beachy hair, water fights,

hot guys, tanned skin,

schools out, SUMMERS IN

we so excited! we we so excited,

shylee, cali, reese, trevor

first time getting in :]

the swimming pool

yaaaaayyy

<3

summer time!!

cali loved the pool.

she didnt really know what to do at first but once she started splashing...she had a ball! we are going to have so much fun at grandmas, swimmin in the pool :]

we got her a floaty so it will be lots more fun!!