Friday, January 25, 2013

a new year,,

i can not believe its 2013! we survived the end of the world ;)
man i sure have slacked on updated and keeping everyone posted on our lives. ive had alot of complaints. sorry! im back and resolution to be better at keeping up on this online journal.

well cali is walking! she looks so funny with her bald head, walking around. my dad says she looks like a 4 year old with cancer...hahaha its sad but true. she is so talln and thid girl EATS. in a normal day she eats literally 10 meals, and snacks in between. she eats more than i do. must have a hollow leg just like her mama ;)
words she is saying:
1-mama
2-dada
3-dog&wuff wuff&sticks her tongue out and pants
4-duck&quack
5-baba (bottle)
6-bye bye & she blows kisses
7-hi & waves
8-whats that & points
9-no
10-wow
i feel like she is growing out of her little baby stage and turning into a little girl. she walks, feeds herself, talking, she gives hugs and kisses! what does she need me for ? she loves climbing and playing with her uncle reesey who is 3.


me: i got a job dental assisting back in august. when i sarted i didn't know a thing. it was hard and i felt like i was never going to get the hang of it. BUT! keeping myself going everyday i have learned so much. i work with thee most awesome girl ever who helps me and teaches me. dr dalley is an awesome dr and really cares about his patients, he takes the time to get to know them all. and he is super happy. its a great environment to work in. although i absolutely hate leaving cali during the day its nice to know that there will be food on the table ;]
i also got a modeling job for a clothing line. anniecreamcheese is the name of the store. i went to a fitting and practice shoot. and they wanted me back. so i went to the first shoot. it was 6 hours of changing clothes, getting dressed up and getting my picture taken. it was fun. but there have been quite a few red flags with this deal. so i have expressed my concerns and i don't think i will be going through with it. but it has made me realize that i can do it. i am going to talk to agencies and send in my resume to do conventions.
i also have decided i want to go back to school. i want to be dental hygienest. so hopefully this fall i will be able to go. which means i will be moving back to utah :] i am excited, nervous, scared, overwhelmed and happy all at the same time. but i know i can do it. 4 years is coming wheather i go or not and i want to be better. better for cali. i want her to be a strong independant girl and i need to be a good example.

the previous relationship i have been in the last couple of months didn't work out. a long distance relationship just didn't work out for us. but he was such a great guy to both cali and i and i just want to thank him for everything he has done for us.

i have decided that i do not want anything serious. im not looking for a relationship. i want to focus on my baby girl and going to school, bettering my life. no boys for right now....well no boyfriends. just friends ;]