date night

i finally had my date with brandon friday night! :) we went to 5 guys, and then we went to see the lucky one. it was a super cute movie. i liked it alot. and i kind of can relate to some parts in that movie which im glad i got to see because it just made me feel like a stronger person!  and reassured me that everything is going to be alright. 
anyways, we didnt hold hands :\ he was probably super nervous ;) but after the movie we went to the park and laid under the starts. we cuddled and maybe even kissed :)  im starting to like him more than just friends. but i know we cant be more cause im moving and he is going on a mission. maybe when he gets home? :) he is such a good guy and so sweet. im glad that we can be friends. cant wait to go out with him again :)


last night, saturday, i hung out with steven. he picked me up and we went and got his motorcycle. we went on a ride around provo, and it was so fun. i think motorcycles are so sexy hee hee. we drove around and ate at sammys. we ordered some sweet potato fries ewww and some regular fries. steve kept saying ash you have to try these (sweet potato fries) and i was like ahhh no way! and he got some carmel and was dipping the sweet potato fries in it. so i tried some and omg! i was so surprised. it was really yummy. it tasted like french toast. and then we went back home.

when it was over i was so happy to come home to my little angel. she is such a sweet little girl. i am the luckiest women to be able to come home to her. words cannot describe the love i have for my daughter. im going to try my hardest to make things right so she can be happy! i cant believe how fast she is growing up! i will do an update on her soon! <3