so many things have happened in the life of ours.
cali turned two october 12. we had a super fun under the sea party for her.
thanksgiving was delicious. i love that everyone shares how thankful they are for the things they have. and its a time where family gets together and bonds. plus the food....YUM. we have a traditional stuffing thats made and this year, we had a turkey that was deep fried. so good.
christmas is a couple weeks away. holy cow am i excited this year. i already have everything for cali. she is done. i got her some cute clothes. princesses. a doll house. a microphone. a little vanity. and some play make up. my mom got her a kitchen set. and hopefully we will be getting her a leap frog. we are leaving for utah in 10 days! i literally am freaking out. i am so excited to spend time with calvin and my family. im excited for all the traditions and the great things of being with family does. eek!!
so while i was up in utah the last week of october, we got pictures taken. i wanted to get pictures of cali and her dad and me with cali and then just a few of us together. well we ended up taking way more together. but they turned out so freaking cute.
a little side note, i am super disappointed with everyone and their nasty negative comments about me getting pictures done with calvin, or anything with calvin for that matter. my family only hears the bad things when i need to vent...which, i have learned to keep things to my self or confide in someone who can let me vent yet knowing my true feelings and my heart. i love calvin. he is the father of my daughter. with out him there wouldn't' be a her. i love spending all my extra time with him. i love him weather he is fat or skinny, going through some things to figure himself out or whatever it is, i love him. there will always be a piece of my heart that will be for him. it won't always be like this. because honestly, i don't want to marry him. i want to find someone that is going to love me unconditionally and grow with me and always be there for me. calvin and i are always going to have a friendship for our daughter. he is a great guy just needs to figure out some of his shit.
these are a few of my favorites!! sherry ward does so well. and is so fun to work with! love her! highly recommend:
the only thing that makes me sad about these pictures is that shailee isn't in them :[ i miss her so much. she is getting so big its crazy!
hope everyone has great holidays! i don't know if i will be on her to update anytime soon!
but really quick, cali is talking up a storm. she can pretty much say everything now. she is alot more independent. but she needs someone to play with...like a little sibling ;]
but she will have to wait until im married which could be never. ahhaha
merry christmas!*
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