so ive felt alot better today. i think that heavenly father is hearing my prayers, and finally starting to answer them and give me hope.
my dad apologized for making me sad.
he said: "sorry again for making you sad. your doing a great job taking care of cali. im proud of you. love you both."
it made me very happy. its good to know that he is proud of me cause i really do try hard. and thats all i wanted to hear.

cali fell asleep a little early. she didn't quite get a full nap today. we were sitting on the couch watching beauty and the beast and she fell asleep. so instead of putting her in my bed, i put her in her crib. night #1. hopefully we can continuously do this.

ive also decided that i can't write about goals or things i want to do until after they are done. lol. getting cali to sleep in her crib...fail. 30 day challenge...fail. success in finding my other half...fail. haaha but seriously. also ive been addicted to my phone again. so i will write this one down because that is one that i really do need to work on. cali is more important to me than my stupid phone. i need to give her my full attention. cause i miss little things that matter when my face is stuck to the screen.

doc tried hooking me up with this guy out from logandale. lol ill have to write about that later. but we have been talking. and its been fun :)

good night fans.
xoxo