how one day you feel one way and the next day is the complete opposite.
.sigh. the joys of being a female ;]
as crazy as this sounds,
i think i have found the one that im supposed to spend the rest of my life with. not even supposed to...i want to spend the rest of eternity with this individual. his views on this life just amaze me. and i want to be with someone who just loves life and is so positive and a hard worker. he is. i want someone who is going to help me become a better individual myself and someone who really loves me and my daughter. im confident that he does and is that person.
when i think about him, or talk to him i just get this feeling in my heart that just radiates out into the universe. love. just dispersing to the world around me. its the most amazing feeling that i don't want to go away.
it truly amazes me that yesterday i wasn't ready to be married. or settle down. although in the back of my mind i want to be ready and i want a husband. but then today i want to be with this guy i barely know, but i know its right. and i know its right to follow my heart. im taking chances. im taking this chance. because this has potential to lead me to the happiness that i have been seeking.
i had to write about this because i want to look back and see that i was right :)
xoxo
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