23april13

first off, i feel so much better from my last post. migraines freaking SUCK!!

my day started off crazy.
i wasn't supposed to work today so i planned on sleeping in.
7:30 i hear my annoying door creek open. i open my eyes to a phone being shoved in my face. it was a text informing me to call lacey about work. so i called her and her dad had a mild heart attack. she asked me if i could go in and take care of the hygiene patients and a couple of patients on docs side. i hurried up and got ready when i got a phone call from my boss asking me if i could pick him up on craig and the I-15 where he took his truck in to get fixed. that is totally out of my way. well being the nice girl that i am i went and picked him up. dropped him off at work. then dropped cali off at my moms. went back to work. took care of our patients. and then on our little break, i took doc back to get his truck. after that i went and got cali and we got some lunch and went back to work.
at first she was a little uncomfortable. as she warmed up more, we blew up some gloves and played with them. i put her on one of the operating chairs and made it go up and down. at first she did not like it. but after a couple of times she had fun. she helped me sterilize instruments and ran around the office. we had a teenage boy getting his teeth cleaned today and while his mom was getting hers cleaned, he waited in the room with her talking to our hygienist. cali was TOTALLY flirting with this boy. she would peak in the room, smile and run away. haha it was so cute. and then next time shed get a little closer, and then a little closer. we had fun and i love being able to take her. it will be fun when she is a little bit older and can really understand whats going on and i can teach her this awesome trade, whether she wants to be a dental assistant or not. it will be good experience for her.
i guess re reading this it doesn't seem TO crazy but seriously it was. not a good way to wake up after a night being sick with a migraine. blehh.

we got home and i did some dishes and took cali for a walk. she loves walks. no joke. i was doing laundry and cali was being kind of quiet. i look over and she is in the stroller haha. kind of freaks me out because she crawls over the the top of the cup holder part. im so scared she is going to fall. so we went on a little walk, came home. shelley made spaghetti for dinner. it was so yummy. cali loved it too. we let her feed herself.

she cracks me up. everyone at the dinner table was laughing so hard.
after dinner we got in the bath. she didn't take a nap today so she has kind of been extra cranky. right after her bath i could tell she was ready to close her eyes. so i put her lotion on her. got her favorite piggy jamies on her, wrapped her in her favorite blanky and we went for another walk. she loves to be outside. and the air was so nice and cool today. i felt like i was up the canyon walking next to the river. i love that feeling. when we got home i cuddled with her and she fell asleep. although it was pretty early for her to go to bed i decided to just let her sleep. i knew she was tired and it had been a long day. so i put her down in her crib and got some chores around the house done. i cleaned up dinner for my aunt shelley and the kitchen. i did my laundry and picked up the house.
today felt so great getting alot of things done. this is one reason i love not having the distraction of a phone. i got to spend amazing quality time with my daughter. i got alot of house work done. and i just feel motivated! i want to do more.

life as we know it is thee best movie ever!
i have been watching it while i write this. why do movies have to make us feel this way? i want a man. i really want to love someone and, be kissed by someone and cuddle and just be in love! i don't want to be with someone for security. obviously that is a huge part of being with someone but i really want to love the person im going to spend forever with. #imlonely


note: when i get engaged, i don't want my engagements to look completely posed. i love the candid and real captured moments!

sorry this is like thee longeset post ever. gotta love online journaling <3
xoxo