25april13

man, yesterday was a crappy day! we had a patient come in and she was being seriously retarded. she could not breath through her nose while we were working. so we would have like 2 min of working time and then we would have to stop. not even two min! anyway to say the least. it was not a good day. very stressful. and on my way to go get cali this guy wouldn't let me over in traffic so i missed +
my exit. i was not happy.
but then i got home and cali and i played together. went on a walk. and ate some dinner, bath and then she was in bed by 9. i watched AI! and my prediction is the top 2 will be amber and angie. i can't wait to see who goes home tonight!! ahhh.

today was freaking great. i got to sleep in. take my time getting cali and i ready. and then i went to work at 1. i had a really good day at work taking x rays. checking pts out etc. i think because yesterday was so stressful and difficult it made today so much easier.
when i picked cali up she was so happy. which made me even happier.
when we got home she was walking in all by herself cause she is a big girl ;) ...anyway she fell and scrapped her little knee.i picked her up and kissed it owie for her. oh it was so sad. but ive always wanted to do that part of mommy and i finally got to. i loved it. and it was just a tiny little scrap and she was okay.
and then we went on a long walk today.


i decided a little while ago that i was going to start working out. just easy basic at home work outs to
somewhat get my body in shape for the summer. ive only done it consistently the last couple of days. push ups. bicycle crunches. crunches. leg lifts and squats. and planking. calf raises. thats really it but i am so soar!! which i kinda love. but on our walk my legs were so soar haha there was a point where i didn't know if i could go on lol. but we did it. and i loved it. since ive been "working out" (i do the ""'s because i feel so lame calling it a workout haha) ive craved water. which is fab. and since darryl moved in shelley has been cooking pretty healthy. im still gaining weight which i am happy about.

so i had a very spur of the moment thought. i want to go to utah!
i have been needing to just get away and out of here and i have mon and tues off. so i think that i am going to go for a couple of days and just see my dad and sister...and family. i miss them.
ahhh i want to be a little more spontaneous and although i would much rather go to california and the beach im going to go to utah.  yay im kind of excited. and cali is so much fun im excited for her to be with my dad. eek!! ahh! blahh! woah!!

<3 xoxo